SO that number is here 40. An age a milestone of life. An adult. A reason to grow up?
Well all I can say is that it is been truly a fast and chaotic last 10 years. I have seen relationships come and go children be born and people die. Some of the most important lessons I learned so far is that the friendships we make that can truly be lifelong happen in a moment. They can be people who you meet in passing at a party or when sitting down to a meal. You never know what someone truly has to offer as far as their Past experience or relationships in the world. With each relationship that has come and gone I’ve noticed a pattern of tribe. There’s a specific age where the single mingle relaxed energy Has been most appealing to me that is the age of 23 to 33. It’s a time where kids have had a chance to be on their own and I’ve learned that being part of something is better than doing it on your own. This tribe that forms naturally begins to create together and becomes a little homogenous. They begin to eat the same just the same and talk about the same contemplative “conscious “experiences. But what is the same throughout all the tribes is the need and want to come together and build something. Everyone has a project everyone has a purpose or at least they feel as though they are looking for that purpose and are on the right path. Now at 40 years old I can look back and see where I have fallen into the pattern of becoming what my tribe strives to be. Now I consider myself more of a leader and a rule breaker that wants to keep evolving and expanding so the message that I bring to the world is fresh and lead by example. Some of the things that have been part of my success has been the things that are most easy to access for me those are the healing touch music rhythm and finding humor and something relatable to each person. There’s also this tool or personality trait that I have that digs Deep into people that ask them what they’re good at or what they’re afraid of and pushes them to get uncomfortable and do those things. I still have fears and insecurities about speaking singing creating in front of large groups of people there for my art has stemmed from one-on-one connection and I feel going forward I will need to and get to expand the way I spread my message and who and what I’m here to do and Be.
So now that this midlife number has come. I see it only as a test a chance a permission slip to bust out of any childish or immature ways they do not serve what my purpose or higher self is calling and asking me to create. Maybe I will shift everything up and start again and make up a new movement and a new artform. Maybe family life will in golf me and I will shift into becoming a steward of families And land. A getaway a place to raise our children and our community with music earth culture creativity strength And new ways of being Based on the ancient ways tuned in mixed into modern technology and tools that allow for expansion and connection.I’m also interested in these new technologies as far as imagery is concerned and how to enhance and experience or a way to learn and immerse yourself into learning for young and old alike. It seems as though VR has become very popular buzzword as well as AR augmented reality and companies like Facebook spaces or Google or Instagram or going to convert into those virtual experiences. Like the book ready player one I can imagine an alternate reality be on the web Where people can create their alter persona and live in a alternate universe world that is as real as this one but not as scary as far as outcome or injury or death. It is an escape it is a Band-Aid for the shadow world of not getting clear with personal trauma but what is this world really for? I’ve been tuning Into understanding how this world may only be a playground for our spirits and it’s a chance for us to fully express and engage in all that the shadow an underlying feelings that we want to express and also align with a higher spirit and reconnect with that during your experiments and playtime. What is that balance? Between fully expressing and getting your juices running wild and tantalizing all of your fantasies while allowing your spirit or your your higher self to become scene and one and enlightened with the direct line to source. Letting source guide you and be a creative outlet and using this body To be the tool to Achieve all that we can imagine.
So now I am seeing the benefit of a clear mind of a purpose and a plan of action. Having a living and workspace extremely clean and clutter free as everything we look at becomes material in our mind so if there is trash clothes flooring roof door knobs anything that is not of impeccable quality it infests and infects your mind. For the next 10 years I am to completely regenerate and re-calibrate the way I have been so far and let go and retune the way I have been living. No more taking the shortcuts or a quick and easy path. Looking at it from the perspective of every choice you make becomes the integrity of the final outcome. Going into something based on what I will get out instead of what I will feel and how it makes me feel is truly how I want to begin to experience this world. Having Nika still alive at 97 and still as rambunctious and clever and harsh as ever or more. Has shown me that our minds if we keep them sharp will always be able to connect and create. People want to learn and want to be filled with ideas and meaning. It’s also one big act and nothing is true or real so why get stuck in one modality your way of thinking the only true aspect is to connect into a much much more fluid and precise world of nature that is always Tuning and performing miracles in front of us. We as a human race will always be inventing new ways of of copying Nature. where Nature. truly is the only miracle. We are nature we have all the technology and everything inside of us. Accessing it is one of the simplest and hardest things to do. The use of plant medicines and guides are key to unlocking the potential in each of us. That we can still unlock these gates through persistence meditation and Total disregard to rules in law the only law is Nature..
What do I hope to expand is my craft in scribable arts and seeing the connection using new technologies including the natural and the digital. Bridging cultures and identity with creative ways to take on masks of others and intern learn what others are going through based on their upbringings and cultural Chammas. For example becoming an African-American or a Sudanese refugee and allowing Israeli to take on their experience in a virtual world could create And understanding of persecution whereas we all have been persecuted but some have not been able to truly experience what they go through. Or for medical applications how someone sick in bed can offer their experience to a doctor so they will get a better understanding of how to tune in to that patients needs.
I am clearly writing using voice notes so there will be a lot of spelling mistakes and grammar errors. But honestly I just want to let this out and speak freely and not get stuck looking at a screen. So if you see this and I read this far congratulations and if only you Amir are reading this then it’s time to take heed of what I’ve been saying and remember to unclutter make every choice impeccable and experiment I am clearly writing using voice notes so there will be a lot of spelling mistakes and grammar errors. But honestly I just want to let this out and speak freely and not get stuck looking at a screen. So if you see this and I’ve read this far congratulations and if only you amir are reading this then it’s time to take heed of what I’ve been saying and remember to unclutter make every choice impeccable and experiment keep experimenting with all of those who inspire you. Lastly I ask you a few questions. One are you moving every day so your muscles and mind stay tuned? Two are you challenging yourself by asking tough questions to people who you respect? Three are there any uncovered shadows that you haven’t been able to dive into what are you waiting for? Four or you able to connect with children in a way that allows you to be super present? Five are you able to speak with elders and truly be patient enough to listen and ask questions and learn? Are you able to make a fire and grow your own food? Are you able to walk into a room and light it up? Do you have a sentence can explain your purpose clearly and want others to join your movement? Do you Give to those who need when you know you have ability to offer a hand.
So that’s it I haven’t posted on his blog for over two years and now I’m sitting here in the back house of 659 San Juan Av in Venice contemplating moving into what is coming next. That I do not know.
With love and a true depth and light. Amir
Well all I can say is that it is been truly a fast and chaotic last 10 years. I have seen relationships come and go children be born and people die. Some of the most important lessons I learned so far is that the friendships we make that can truly be lifelong happen in a moment. They can be people who you meet in passing at a party or when sitting down to a meal. You never know what someone truly has to offer as far as their Past experience or relationships in the world. With each relationship that has come and gone I’ve noticed a pattern of tribe. There’s a specific age where the single mingle relaxed energy Has been most appealing to me that is the age of 23 to 33. It’s a time where kids have had a chance to be on their own and I’ve learned that being part of something is better than doing it on your own. This tribe that forms naturally begins to create together and becomes a little homogenous. They begin to eat the same just the same and talk about the same contemplative “conscious “experiences. But what is the same throughout all the tribes is the need and want to come together and build something. Everyone has a project everyone has a purpose or at least they feel as though they are looking for that purpose and are on the right path. Now at 40 years old I can look back and see where I have fallen into the pattern of becoming what my tribe strives to be. Now I consider myself more of a leader and a rule breaker that wants to keep evolving and expanding so the message that I bring to the world is fresh and lead by example. Some of the things that have been part of my success has been the things that are most easy to access for me those are the healing touch music rhythm and finding humor and something relatable to each person. There’s also this tool or personality trait that I have that digs Deep into people that ask them what they’re good at or what they’re afraid of and pushes them to get uncomfortable and do those things. I still have fears and insecurities about speaking singing creating in front of large groups of people there for my art has stemmed from one-on-one connection and I feel going forward I will need to and get to expand the way I spread my message and who and what I’m here to do and Be.
So now that this midlife number has come. I see it only as a test a chance a permission slip to bust out of any childish or immature ways they do not serve what my purpose or higher self is calling and asking me to create. Maybe I will shift everything up and start again and make up a new movement and a new artform. Maybe family life will in golf me and I will shift into becoming a steward of families And land. A getaway a place to raise our children and our community with music earth culture creativity strength And new ways of being Based on the ancient ways tuned in mixed into modern technology and tools that allow for expansion and connection.I’m also interested in these new technologies as far as imagery is concerned and how to enhance and experience or a way to learn and immerse yourself into learning for young and old alike. It seems as though VR has become very popular buzzword as well as AR augmented reality and companies like Facebook spaces or Google or Instagram or going to convert into those virtual experiences. Like the book ready player one I can imagine an alternate reality be on the web Where people can create their alter persona and live in a alternate universe world that is as real as this one but not as scary as far as outcome or injury or death. It is an escape it is a Band-Aid for the shadow world of not getting clear with personal trauma but what is this world really for? I’ve been tuning Into understanding how this world may only be a playground for our spirits and it’s a chance for us to fully express and engage in all that the shadow an underlying feelings that we want to express and also align with a higher spirit and reconnect with that during your experiments and playtime. What is that balance? Between fully expressing and getting your juices running wild and tantalizing all of your fantasies while allowing your spirit or your your higher self to become scene and one and enlightened with the direct line to source. Letting source guide you and be a creative outlet and using this body To be the tool to Achieve all that we can imagine.
So now I am seeing the benefit of a clear mind of a purpose and a plan of action. Having a living and workspace extremely clean and clutter free as everything we look at becomes material in our mind so if there is trash clothes flooring roof door knobs anything that is not of impeccable quality it infests and infects your mind. For the next 10 years I am to completely regenerate and re-calibrate the way I have been so far and let go and retune the way I have been living. No more taking the shortcuts or a quick and easy path. Looking at it from the perspective of every choice you make becomes the integrity of the final outcome. Going into something based on what I will get out instead of what I will feel and how it makes me feel is truly how I want to begin to experience this world. Having Nika still alive at 97 and still as rambunctious and clever and harsh as ever or more. Has shown me that our minds if we keep them sharp will always be able to connect and create. People want to learn and want to be filled with ideas and meaning. It’s also one big act and nothing is true or real so why get stuck in one modality your way of thinking the only true aspect is to connect into a much much more fluid and precise world of nature that is always Tuning and performing miracles in front of us. We as a human race will always be inventing new ways of of copying Nature. where Nature. truly is the only miracle. We are nature we have all the technology and everything inside of us. Accessing it is one of the simplest and hardest things to do. The use of plant medicines and guides are key to unlocking the potential in each of us. That we can still unlock these gates through persistence meditation and Total disregard to rules in law the only law is Nature..
What do I hope to expand is my craft in scribable arts and seeing the connection using new technologies including the natural and the digital. Bridging cultures and identity with creative ways to take on masks of others and intern learn what others are going through based on their upbringings and cultural Chammas. For example becoming an African-American or a Sudanese refugee and allowing Israeli to take on their experience in a virtual world could create And understanding of persecution whereas we all have been persecuted but some have not been able to truly experience what they go through. Or for medical applications how someone sick in bed can offer their experience to a doctor so they will get a better understanding of how to tune in to that patients needs.
I am clearly writing using voice notes so there will be a lot of spelling mistakes and grammar errors. But honestly I just want to let this out and speak freely and not get stuck looking at a screen. So if you see this and I read this far congratulations and if only you Amir are reading this then it’s time to take heed of what I’ve been saying and remember to unclutter make every choice impeccable and experiment I am clearly writing using voice notes so there will be a lot of spelling mistakes and grammar errors. But honestly I just want to let this out and speak freely and not get stuck looking at a screen. So if you see this and I’ve read this far congratulations and if only you amir are reading this then it’s time to take heed of what I’ve been saying and remember to unclutter make every choice impeccable and experiment keep experimenting with all of those who inspire you. Lastly I ask you a few questions. One are you moving every day so your muscles and mind stay tuned? Two are you challenging yourself by asking tough questions to people who you respect? Three are there any uncovered shadows that you haven’t been able to dive into what are you waiting for? Four or you able to connect with children in a way that allows you to be super present? Five are you able to speak with elders and truly be patient enough to listen and ask questions and learn? Are you able to make a fire and grow your own food? Are you able to walk into a room and light it up? Do you have a sentence can explain your purpose clearly and want others to join your movement? Do you Give to those who need when you know you have ability to offer a hand.
So that’s it I haven’t posted on his blog for over two years and now I’m sitting here in the back house of 659 San Juan Av in Venice contemplating moving into what is coming next. That I do not know.
With love and a true depth and light. Amir
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